hoho.

my parents are the jealous type.

i know.

my mom really doesn't like angelina jolie (because of her thick lips she says, but isn't that s weird reason to really really really dislike her?). what i say is, she doesnt like her cos shes jealous cos like shes starring in all the movies and all the guys are like over her.

and then my dad really really doesnt like jaychou (because hes ugly, whats with my parents and appearances?). what i say is, he doesnt like him cos my dad doesnt look half as hot and no girls are clamoring over him and he isnt famous, like jaychou. thats why he doesnt like all the hot and famous guys like brad pitt and only likes un-famous nerds like aaron cock (wth is he?) and some pok chi bei.

haha

suyee's bugging me to post

i just made a kiwi and a banana smoothie

they didn't taste so hot

the banana one's still sitting in the fridge.

great.

now i have to drink them.

zhimin: haha. i wasnt eating xiumai you stupid bat. more like pig haha you still rmb all the contents and their positions in my frigde?
celine: haha yeah she looks so good there.
vicky: haha. i tried..
adele: whatever elf(:
jia: mhm. im cool and youre not. mwahaa
zhimin: oh i went to the peak but its not the cafe there..mine was at some shopping mall.
vany: haha how do you burst a soap?? anyway doesnt matter, you give me one, i give you one too(:
joyce: hahaha. smelly beancurd? the beancurd wasnt good, dont try it. haha.
jia: ahhh dont remind me im gonna get kicked off arrhhh. what help? and haha, peiCHAI.
suyee: haha. but after i did you didnt greet me you said yay. hehe
joyce: haha yeah! that green rabbit sounding bai poo thing yes of course its green yeah..baibai..peibai..baipei..baicai! what am i saying.
yuli: haha ok. no ex stuff for you though. but the souvenier i got you, its some shitty thing from perth haha and it was really cheap too..hehe.

i am not happy.
1. i bought a not so nice "school bag" which isnt like a school bag and i only realised that and the fact it wasnt so nice after i came back. and i have to use it. cos my sch bag's gonee
2. i bought only three cds i should have bought moreee. they were like only 10hk each? which is like $2. and i got only three. i am stupid. i am stupid.
3. at the immigration place, the immigration guy scolded me for drumming my fingers on the metal desk thing. wth? and anyway he was taking so dyam long.
4. and my dad and brother laughed at me.
5. i got all my facts wrong abt hk and thailand and taiwan and china and my mom was like noo get your facts right! and it gets me frustrated i thought it was thailand that didnt want to join china? but it was supposedly taiwan, and im so frustrated, and pissed,
6. and then i was shopping with my mom and my aunt? and we went down the escalator? and my shoelace was untied as usual? and i dont know how the stupid shoelace got caught in something at the end of the escalator and i tripped and fell and made myself look stupid.
7. my brother's gone all touchy and feely. first he wants to share everything with me and then now whenever he talks to my mom he clings onto her arms or holds her hand. maybe he's having those wet dreams or smthing.
8. my brother takes everything away from me.
9. my four guy cousins are hawt but they're all over 22. haha.
10. i feel like wearing my new shorts i got but my mom put them in the washing. i feel pissed.
11. my mom went all weird and spacy and smiley and basically irritating at the airport.
12. my feelings keep changing, and they're confusing me.
13. im having my period.
14. i havent finished my pilibeibei
15. i havent finished my compo.
16. i havent finished my lit drawing.
17. i missed a week of softball trng and two games. two games. plus trng. and the nationals start next week! wth? hhhhhhooooooooowwwwwwwwww ccccccccccoooooooouuuuulllllllllllldddddddddd tttttttthhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaattttttttt hhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaappppeeeeeeeennnnnnnnnnn iiiiiiiii aaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmmmmm ddddddeeeeeeeaaaaaaddddddd kkkkkkiiiiiillllll mmmmmeeeeeeeeeee nnnnnnnnoooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwww hhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwww iiiiiiiiiiiii'mmmmmmmmmmmm proabablyyyyyyyyyyyyy kkkkkiiiiiiicccccckkkkkkkeeeeddddddd oooooooooffffffffffffffff nnnnnnnoooooooowwwwwwwww ssssssshhhhhhhiiiiiiiitttttttt wwwwwwwwwwttttttttttttttthhhhhhhhh
18. i am dead.

hahaaaaa. im in some cafe thing usingthe com.musntuse formore than five minutes.

anyway the trip sucks. i hateeee going here i wanta go back i feel so extra. ohwell i feel extra here blogging. anyone can read. ok gtg.

i dont wanta go hongkonggg for my grandmummys birtghdayy

ripped off yuli. cos i cant do anything now my bros playing piano outside..

1.WHAT DATE IS IT?-
16 june 05.
2. WHAT TIME DID U WAKE UP?-
9.53 a.m (:
3. DID U GO SOMEWHERE ELSE?
um..i went to the dining room.
4. WHAT DID U DO THERE?
i...walked to the kitchen
5. HOW OLD ARE U?
14
6. ARE U MATURE OR IMMATURE?
i dont know..i vary..haha.
7.WHAT DO U CALL UR MOM & DAD?
mom, dad.
8. ARE U AN ONLY CHILD?
got a brother and a sis.
9. WHERE DO U GO SHOPPING?
wherever is fine with me, just as long as theres good stuff. heh.
10. WHATS UR PERFUME/COLOGNE?
i got perfume, but i dont use it on me, i use it on stuff like my room or m'stuff toys. haha.
11. U USE IT EVERYDAY?
nahh just on occasions like my stuff toy's birthday or when my room really stinks.
12. DO U WAN TO GET MARRIED?
i dunno..i want children though. but i dont wanna have sex, i heard it hurts. and i dont wanna give birth, i know it hurts too. so maybe i'll just adopt? haha.
13. WITH WHOM?
havent met a particular special someone yet.
14. ARE U SPOILED?
tell me.
15. WHATS E MOST FLATTERING COMPLIMENT U EVER GOT?
i dont know. ppl say my hair is nice but thats not really flattering is it? haha.
. 16. ONLY GIRL/BOY IN THE FAMILY?
no, my sis's a girl..wait. yes. of course. hehe
17. IF U WERE TO MARRY A CELEBRITY, WHOWOULD IT BE?
i think johhny depp only looks good in pirates of the carribean..and brad pitt is kinda big and muscular while im like so tiny so that wont work out..besides adele has said many times hes kinda old..um..HAH. i know! viggo mortenson! hawt hehe.
18. WOULD U LIKE TO MEET REGINEVELASQUEZ? ?
reginevelasquez? sounds exotic enough..
9. WHERE DO U THINK UR BESTFRIEND IS?
home
20. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME U TALKED TOUR BESTFRIEND?
i dont realleh have a best friend..since yuli used me i shall use her um..morning.
21. U THINK SHE/HE NEEDS U NOW?
nah. i need her stuff though.
23. WHAT DO U WANT FOR UR BIRTHDAY?
i want that really gorgeous giordano pants, but my birthdays over, next year it'll probably be gone already):
25. IF U WERE TO BUY A CAR , WHICH CARWOULD IT BE?
light brown renault.
26. A DUET WITH HEART EVANGELISTA?
whatdya mean.
27. DO U WEAR MAKE-UP?
haha. do i look it.
28. WHAT LIP BALM DO U USE?
new zealand kiwiii! mm. hehe.
29. WOULD U GET A TATOO?
does it hurt?
30. BELLY PIERCE?
it hurts.
31. HOW MANY KIDS DO U WANT?
two girls. aleia and ummmmm. shiara. hahaha.
32. DO U HAVE ANY HOMEWORK?
yeah..
33. ANY SONG THAT YOU'RE LISTENING?
my brothers playing piano, but i dont call it music >.<
34. DO U BELIEVE IN SPELLS?
i believe in weather spells. hehe.
35. WHERE DO U WANT TO GO NOW?
i wanta..i wanta..i dunno.
Who was the last person..
[1] You touched?
myself. hehe.
[2] You talked to?
myself. haha.
[3] You hugged?
my bolster.
[4] You instant messaged?
bleep. but she was playing sims.
[5] You kissed?
my bolster. this is getting really long isnt it?
[6] You yelled at?
my brother
[7] You laughed with?
myself. hoho.
8] You had a crush on?
that was long long time ago..and the crush is..crushed. oh but i still think brad pitt and jack sparrow and viggo are hot. hehe
Name four drinks you regularly drink:
1. Water 2. yakult 3. orange squash 4. eeky drinks my mom makes.
Name four random facts about yourself:
1. i talk to myself 2. sometimes im a hypocrite 3. i wear my sch blouse the wrong way at least twice a week. 4. sometimes i feel like stabbing someone and imagining the whole thing out with bliss.

Have you ever...
[1] fallen for a friend?
well he wasnt really a friend..
[2] Made out with JUST a friend?
nahh.
[3] Been rejected?
i think he didnt like me in that way haha so i guess thats rejection in a sense.
[4] Been in lust?
kinda...hehe
5] Used someone?
no
[6] Ever been used?
yeahh dont remind me
[7] Cheated?
yes. in p5 and 6. everyday for everything. hehe.
[8] Been cheated on?
yeah..not the boy girl manner though.
[9] Done something you regret?
i guess everyone has.
10] Can you list a few of them?
cant be bothered to rmb.

Do you
[1] Color your hair?
no. i have ONE golden hair though. everyone says so, but i cant see it. i tried this morning.
[2] Have tattoos?
nah
[3] Have Piercing(s)?
yeahh
[4] Have a boy/girl friend?
yeahh
[5] Floss daily?
everytime i try, it bleeds so i dont anymoree
[6] Like to groove to the music?
i wanta, but sometimes i feel really self-conscious
[7] Think you are cultured?
when i hafta be(:
[8] Like to drive fast?
i'd crash before i'd even have a chance to accelerate
[ 9] Believe in God or Devil?
both
[10] Believe in The Closet Monster?
haha. i think it sounds cute.

Miscellaneous Questions!
[1] What should you be doing right now?
doing my chinese compo.
[2] What are you listening to?
my brother stopped playing piano
3] Can you do anything freakish with your body?
not realleh.
[4] Chicken or fish?
yuli is a fish. i dont eat my friends, do you?
[5] Favorite Season?
spring. i havent actually seen what spring is like, but it sounds nice. hehe.
[6] Is ice cream the best thing in the world?
you mean the best food in the world? its not the best thing in the world though. food isnt the best thing in the world. what are you, a glutton?
[7] Had a resturaunt sing to you for your birthday?
haha i dont even let my family sing.
[8] Silver, gold or platinum?
silver.
[9] Candle lit dinner in a restaurant or at home?
I HATE CANDLE LIT DINNERS. its so dim, and i hate dim. i hate dim. i can't see my food. and did i mention i hate dim?
[10] Roses or wild flowers?
wild flowers.
11] Silly or serious romance?
varies on the person im romancing with. haha
[12] What CD is in your CD player right now?
dont know dont care
[13] Who was your favourite Spice Girl?
i didnt have a favorite spice girl.
[14] Favorite Disney Characters?
i think the girl in hercules was really pretty. haha im straight.
[15] Favorite fast food?
kfc
[16] Favorite book(s)?
lots.
[17] Favorite Sports teams?
my sports team. hahaha.
[18] Favorite song?
lots
[19] What room is your computer in?
study room
[20] What is your shoe size?
7? 8? 6? as in us or what.
[21] Happy or Scary movies?
thriller+romance+action+adventure. in case you didnt know, those are the catergories for me and mrs smith. haha it was so good.
[22] What will you be when you grow up?
i will be...i will be..i dunno.
[23] Who do you consider your best friend?
i dont really have one, rmb?
Would you ever? [
1] End a relationship just because the person didn't say "i love you"?
no..in fact i'd rather the person not say it..it makes me blush..hahaha.
[2] Have sex before marriage?
i hope not..
[3] Go out with someone because you felt sorry for them?
depends on the situation rightss

haha listening to my brother talk abt this morning when they went to the park with my ex-cell..abt how little kids are cheaters like when the were playing catching and aaron was the catcher then he tried to catch hannah and hannah was like

hannah: wait, pausepause! i tired, go catch david first!
david: wait pause i need to go toilet!
-tries to catch morgan
morgan: wait im your sister you cant catch me!

haha. i didn't go cos i was kinda tired.

cut and layered today. looks kinda weird..nvm.

i shall go bathe now.

ARENT THEY CUTE. AND I SHOOK HANDS WITH THEM. AND THEY LIKE ME AND JIA! THEY SAT NEAR US SO CUTE I MISS THEM I WANTA SHAKE HANDS WITH THEM NOWNOWNOW.

at the farm. out looking at the stars and listening to clari talk abt how anakin is giving her a sign by forming a light saver with the stars.

softies(:


yeah i just want to post a few. just to show you those cute girls.

i hate this lay its so eeky but i got really sick of the stupid dog. heh.

aloe: good. i want it.(:
yuli: really. haha. well i aint dog no more hehe
jia: i think i got it from you haha.
dawn: haha ok now youre linked(: yeahh come support us! haha. train hard too
clari: HAAH i did not! i bet you were drooling..dont denyy. haha, thats why you rmbed all that crapp. must practice your circle ok. hehe. stupid strawberry dooderer.

i cant concentrate on my zhoujiiii.

ohh mr and mrs smith was so niceee. went with su shiyou clari lyd on tues but jia didnt go becos she was too scared to ask her dad haha loser anywayy it was so nice and funny and touching and it made me cry haha it was so good. and did i mention touching. and im not allowed to make comments during the movie cos su tells me to shutup and shiyou hits my head. so sad, cos i must comment, i hafta. then id be distracted from crying

bloop.

trng was horrible. i deproved aloott, i think mel might take over me oh please god i hope not i wanta playyyy.

brfgsrbgjsbkg

i really really wanted to play this song
and i really really really want to bathe
im all hot and sticky and all that stuff
but three things i can't do while im all alone at night is: play music (piano, songs on the com or whatever, i think music is haunting and besides, with music i wont be able to hear if theres a serial killer or a ghost near me.)
: bathe (bathing, i have to shut my eyes, then what happens if i open them and theres a un-natural being right in front of me? also what if i need to run, and then im naked, and un-weaponed and un-ready. anyway, bathing makes noise, so i won't be able to hear suspicious noises.)
: watch t.v (what happens if i switch it on to a scary show? then it might suddenly come to life and im all alone at night. and then i wont be able to go through the rest of the night in peace. also, tvs make noise.)

then i have to be ready for a night alone too, otherwise i might just die. it cant hurt to be ready, right..?

three things i need when im all alone at home at night: my wallet (it has my keys and access card and other vital stuff, in case i need to escape from a mad killer.)
: flash-light (what if theres a black-out? i will die right on the spot, because i cant see what the darkness is hiding. )
: knife (not the butcher kind, just the fruit knife. in case like theres a mad convict or a chain-axe killer cahsing after me, at least i have a weapon. i feel like a mad-killer myself, carrying a knife wherever i go.)

oh...and most of the lights must be on too.





im freaking myself out, i feel like angelina jolie.

i have a fever and i am bored.


minlu: haha miss you too and i forgot your blog. hows german anyhows(:
fanglin: hi fang!(:
shiyou: haha, most people can i think.
vanna: what wave rock? boo, we didnt get to see it haha. yeahh theyre really cheap but we only got to go to this lousy shopping mall, so..
shanti: haha where are you my favorite ice mountion mineral water heh.
joyce: haha so whyy didnt you go to perth huhhh?
fanglin: not everybody(: only abt 8 from our class went i think..why didnt you goo.
celine: ok thx..will relink sooon ok
emelyn: dont insult me you blur toot.
vicky: haha perth was funn. and huhhh. when was the last time you got me smthing huh? huh? haha jk.
june: hahaha. yeah its winter. rain and wind and all that so we didnt get a tan boo. but anyhows, we can always get a tan in spore right. haha.
ellie: i did(: thx.
vera: haha vera you read too many books. and yeah i got you a REALLY cheapskate souvenier(; mwahahaa. couldnt be bothered, you think i got so much moneh.
yuli: yes i am back! hehe.
vicky: perth was great(: haha yeah i spose not. hahaha.
joyce: okayy nice to see you too louiee(:

boreeedddd and restless. im half doing heymath but cant concentrate farrgh.

anyways perth was actually really fun. haha. but i seemed to like clash with teachers alot.

first so coincidential my plane seat was 53G and ms tangs was i think 53f? so i had to sit beside her i mean what is God trying to do, make me bond with teachers? ms tang is okay i guess but i didnt want to feel awkward the whole plane ride and i was sposed to have fun in the plane please. anyhow i changed seats twice so its okay i guess, but i think ms tang was a little pissed :s

lalaaa. oh i think i made better friends with alot of people in this trip, so thats good(:

me and claire and liying were late twice, so we kept the whole bus waiting twice. so we got scolded twice oh man it was soo embarressing haha then we felt so bad so we went to apologise to mrs kwan and mr ong. another clashing with teachers fargh.

lala oh theres another clashing. so on the first day we went to eat at this chinese restaurant for dinner and there werent enough seats for all the softies so me shiyou claire liying su and another girl vivien had to sit with the teachers >.< what is it with God and me and teachers. skghbrgk

me claire and liying nearly had another clashing with teachers haha. claire and i decided to have a cooking instant noodles competition at night so we got jia and shanise and clari to come over after room check to be the judge..but then clari couldnt go cos su and lydia wouldnt let her..so then erica jia and shan came over then when we opened the door another grp came in to hide. so then suddenly mr ong came out so everybody hid haha. then we got them to go back in twos or threes after checking the coast haha it was actually pretty funny. i hope no teachers see this, but alot of people did it too anyways. oh btw..i lost the competition by far, cos i forgot to take out some water before i put in the seasoning, so it was bland. haha.

loledoo. ohh shopping on the last day was funn. shopped with su and jia. i couldnt rmb where i saw this nice belt so we ran the whole shopping mall to look for it, then they kept asking whether it was espirit and ms tang asked too, but i said no, it was a pink shop then after running arnd twice i thought, maybe it was espirit after all, and it was. haha. but i got the belt, i am so happyy. heh. then jia saw this nike bag wensi bought so she had to get it, then we ran the whole second level to find the nike store. hahaha. oh..we ran cos of the time limit. but it was funn.

oh. when we were getting out of the bus to cross the road to the airport it started hailing. mwaha i was so scared so i crossed the road without looking for cars cos i wanted to get away from the hail..cos like the hail hitting me was kinda pain and well. i was scared. so then in the middle of the road my bag toppled over and i half tripped over it and i was so panicky and i thought what if a car comes now, im gonna die so i dragged my bag across the road and now its soaked. but it was so fun, i want hail again, haha.

anyhow, i got the seat beside ms tang again, but i sort of asked her if she could change with vivien, and now i think shes angry with me. dread school, when i have to face her poo.

long posttt. i shall try to upload the photos later and do heymath now. good.

boo.

shiyou: yupp we will try and make the softies stick together haha.
jia: face the fact yourself jia, stop trying to delude yourself. (;
vicky: haha yes who let me out. yeahh im going to perthh dont you wish you joined some sport now. haha
aloe: -_-". wots.
suyee: she is a twit. and she reads manga. so..mango twit. (: mwaha. like you are tongs. it all fits together. mwaha.
shanti: yes. arent we beyootiful together(:
yuli: hohoho. donno leh. hah. fish. ((:

perth in two days.

i dont know how to feel.

i was actually so excited abt it. farrghh. stupid teachers.

ok. i promised heh.

lodedoo.

my face is brown.

like this layout, only darker with melanin and vitamin C.

i know this layout kind of sucks but i got pretty sick of that stupid absolute bliss poopy, so bear with it until i make a better one. harhar.

haaaaaaaaarrrrrrrhaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

somethings uppp ahh im going crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

baby, im worried bout my mental state
dont know if i'll recuperate
think its serious
gone from bad to worse
and im in trouble

oh about camp. camp was fun. had a game but as i saiddd ahem they werent doing their best so we won. so nothing much there.

loleeeddooooooo.

i think im coming down with something
i know im gonna need your medicine
so help me now, im freaking out, lover

thennn we came back. of course. then we watched this softball/baseball movie. it was nicee. keanu reeves's face is too long, but hes still qutie hot mwaha. anywayyyss it was pretty sad.

night was fun. it should have been two nights. i want more nights.

This love is serious (everybody knows I'm mad for you)
You get me seriously out of my mind
And I am so into us (not gonna let no one get hold of you)
Baby, baby
Cause this love is serious, we're seriously onto something
Serious

anywhooowwww. i dont want to talk abt camp anymoreeeeee. perths in...three days.

i cant wait, but i dont want to be in my grp. nvkjbsjrg. hope we do everything together, not in grps. -crosses fingers.
hopes
hopes
hopes
nvkabe
farghhh. why didnt they just put friends in the same grp instead of anyhow mixing arnd. to enjoy a trip you want to spend in with friends and grow closer to friends, not feel awkward in a grp with like hardly anyone you know. NKJGFNSJKNG. whyyy are teachers so irritating, tell me.
tell me now.

Lover, you love me like no one can
So if I'm crazy, hope you understand
Hurry doctor come, need to get me some
You know what time it is

that is so annoying. dont feel like posting anymoreeee.

Oh) I think I'm coming down with something
(Yeah) I know it, gonna need your medicine
(Oh) So help me now, I'm freaking out, lover

mwaha. shanti: i dont care abt hayden mwaha. johnnnyyyyyy. you can mention hayden in your post as many times you want, and i shall mention johnny. mwaha.